i dont feel the best
Maybe I’m just depressed
Again
And again.
The world is rolling behind me
Everything is getting past me
Sun shining through my fingers
But what’s inside me ?
Nothing, just the hollow pit
I wish I could just pause it.
Everytime is almost the same
But different really.
Million types of nothingness
Oh how I wish I could feel less.
Or more, really.
Now I should be happy,
Relieved
I did something I dreamed about for years
Short moments of happiness
were switched with nothingness
And the cycle is running’s again
Working for something –
Getting nothing.
Oh here comes the brand new day
Filled with nothing
Maybe I should pray
But it does nothing
When you don’t believe
That you mean something.